I'll never believe in this sentence anymore: "I'll always be there for you when you in need", never, bcoz I realised how easy it is to say that sentence yet so difficult to practise it. I do say this sentence to my friends, but when I say it, I mean it & hold my words, so thinking others will do the same as me, but I am definitely wrong.

It's even more hurting to believe in this sentence when really facing down period. To those who say this sentence, you'll never know how you may disappoint the one whom you say this sentence to when you don't do as you preach. When people look you up, that shows how you are trusted, but if you think you don't want to have such responsibilities, say it from the very beginning & never say the above sentence so readily. Don't ever say it, then when people find you more than once, you say you're stressed, this DEFINITELY adds on the down factors to the existing ones.

I'm glad that I'm a CHRISTIAN bcoz at least I have my beloved FATHER & CHRIST looking after me. A BIG thanx to those who disappoint me as you'd taught me a great lesson & also assured my thought that I'm only needed for FUN purposes. All those beautiful words are plainly said to make yourself feel better, when at the same time making me thinking myself being ungrateful. But truth is, when I do as told, no replies at all. So what's the point...

Anyway, lesson learnt enables me to know this - don't bother people with your problems bcoz people will feel stressed, GROW UP & settle own problems; this world is realistic.