Refreshing my thoughts and I realised I once felt the loves from my friends a couple of times.

1. It was O' Level period, I was telling one of my close friends that I felt extremely stressed, so she asked me to get a short nap, or I could never study calmly. Thus, I really went to sleep and she was kind enough to call me 2 hours later and asked if I was feeling better. I told her I did and thanked her for the wake-up call, and she actually further helped me to calm me down by playing a beautiful piano piece for me. I was extremely touched because I was so so so stressed at that time. And she bothered to keep herself updated with my well-being despite she was very stressed for her own O' Level too. For this incident, it will always remain in my heart and whenever I start to feel angry with this person, thinking back of what she did, I just tell myself, it is ok.

2. It was WritComm assessment and I was super tensed because I just felt that I would flung the assessment. This friend of mine realised my tension and asked me if I was ok. I told him about my feeling and he actually asked me how was I coping with the assessment consecutively for few days. This action helped me tremendously as I was really helpless then, and despite his own busy assessment schedule, he bothered about my matter. His care and concern just let me know that I was not alone. In the end, he offered further assistance by helping me with the assessment and thus, I passed. Though we are not in frequent contact nowadays, but his assistance and support during my down period will always be remembered.

3. I did not say a word but this person managed to feel that I was feeling low, and started to ask people around me if I was ok because this person felt that since I did not share, perhaps I did not want others to know. This action really really make me feel secure, that at least someone is bothering about my well-being, someone actually sense my inner feeling without me telling. I am still feeling glad for this incindent.

Sometimes when one is down, seriously, nothing but closer and more frequent concern during that period can help undoubtedly.

The worst week had past, with no assistance but more dejected feelings. But I learn more through this week that if I rely too much on others' assistance, I will not be the only one who feel tired. This world is constantly changing for each of us, thus, if I just harp on too much hoping to get help and when I don't get any, I will sink even faster. Self-cure and reliance on GOD seem more reliable to me nowadays.

My dear Daddy GOD, thank you for being there all the time for me...