Sometimes I really wish to just say out how I'm feeling, but I'm scared that my emotion will affect others and I really don't wish to appear weak in front of others. Thus, I swallow everything all into myself, but the emotion may be so great that tears just flow uncontrollably which I find it rather hard to manage.

How I wish that there is this person who can spot my trouble without even the need I open my mouth. Sometimes, I just hope there is such person appears in my life. Whoever will do. However, other than GOD & CHRIST, no one can auto-emphatize with me to know that something is going on in me.

PS: My DEAREST DADDY GOD & MY LORD JESUS, I know I'm and I'll be blessed ultimately, but sometimes, can my blessings just reach me in faster pace? Because the stress is unbearable.